Hazel Eyed Beauties - Part 12

Previously

I called 7amdan and asked him if we could get together somewhere, and he approved. We decided to meet at Costa on Shaikh Zayed road. I went there fifteen minutes earlier than the timing we had agreed on, so I could sit alone and think for a while about what I wanted to say, how I should start, and hoped it wouldn’t end imperfectly.

The time flew and reached its desired destination as the hour 7amdan and I decided on approached.

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I was sitting at the table waiting as I drank my hot Mocha. My heart was beating so fast. I was a little nervous because of what is about to happen. I kept staring at the entrance till he arrived with a smile on his face that lit up the world. I ignored my inner thoughts and feelings. I wanted this to be over. I put my hand up so he could see where I was, and he came and sat on the chair facing me.

7amdan: Eslaam 3laaich

Reem: w 3laikom esalam

7amdan: Sh5barch Reemooh?

Reem: B5air el 7mdellah

You probably know the normal questions u usually ask someone when you meet up with them somewhere. I don’t need to continue.

After that was over, he asked me why I wanted to see him and I replied: "Well 7amdan, I know our relationship started off amazing, but everything has flipped 180 degrees right now and I don’t want to stay this way. I'm sorry to tell you this, but 7amdan I don’t want to be your girlfriend anymore. I just want us to be college friends like we used to be.

I don’t know how he felt at that moment, but his heart probably was crushed the moment I said those words. He's probably hurt right now. No one wants to be friends after a relationship. It's hard to be friends with someone who was once a lover. Some people believe that this is possible, but I truly deny this statement.  

He then agreed to what I had said, but I could tell that the smile on his face was a fake.

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Hazel Eyed Beauties - Part 11

Previously


I told them all the details about what I went through, and all the feelings that provoked me! I even told them how our relationship was so they'd understand how I felt; 7amdan & I started awkwardly, and aren't together at all times unlike other couples.


Reem: So what do you think I should do about it?


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7amda: How about waiting to see what will happen with you guys in these couple of days?


F6amy: Yeah I agree, and if there wasn't any progress, then honey u guys aren’t supposed to be together.


I thought about what they suggested for a few moments and finally replied:


Ok then I'll do that, and if anything happens I'll be telling you enshallah.






One week later






Final exams are over now and my relationship with 7amdan remained as it was. In fact, as much as I wanted to be with him before, I now wish I never was his girlfriend. I thought that his studies were distracting him but, he became a different person than the person he was at the start. He began avoiding me. I didn’t do anything to hurt or upset him, so I don’t understand why he has turned into such a hypocritical.






My heart was crushed as an ant under a stampede. The man I thought would be in my future has turned me upside down. I ignored all the feelings of anger, hatred, cruelty, and much more inside of me. Later on, I decided I had to face him, and end this aimless relationship.






I called 7amdan and asked him if we could get together somewhere, and he approved. We decided to meet at Costa on Shaikh Zayed road. I went there fifteen minutes earlier than the timing we had agreed on, so I could sit alone and think for a while about what I wanted to say, how I should start, and hoped it wouldn’t end imperfectly.






The time flew and reached its desired destination as the hour 7amdan and I decided on approached.


 
 
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Hazel Eyed Beauties - Part 10

I know i'm SUPER late, but here you go !! Enjoy =D

Ok so now I’ll start writing what previously happened because some readers tell me they don’t quite remember and have to reread the previous parts =P !! Sapej, FJ this goes to u (K) !!

Previously

I got up and changed my clothes to leave to have dinner with my sister at Friday's on Jumeirah Road. We picked up Maitha on the way, since she lived nearby. We reached the restaurant and sat at the table we had reserved previously. We all ordered whatever we wanted to eat and drink, and then began to chat. That is when we noticed someone staring at us with a weird look….

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It was 7amdan <3!

I usually text him on bbm to tell him whenever I'm going out, but this time I forgot. I'm guessing he's a bit mad about it, but its okay I'm sure he'll let it pass. It's not like I ask him if I can go out. I just tell him that I am going out, and where I'll be.

He immediately texted me since he was disturbed about the fact that I forgot to tell him. I apologized, and he forgave me. It's the first time I've ever done something that got him annoyed. I'm new at this stuff, and I'm still not used to it.

So the dinner went perfectly, although I couldn't eat comfortably. I have this thing where I get so shy and I don’t like to eat when there's a guy looking at me, whether I know him or not.

Later that night

My phone rang and it was 7amdan.

Reem: Hi... How are you doing?

7amdan: Good el 7emdellah, and you?

Reem: I'm good. By the way I'm sorry about today it completely was out of my mind. I totally forgot!

7amdan: it's ok. It's not a big deal after all.

Reem: So how was your day?

7amdan: Great, but nothing major except when I saw you. I'm so glad I did. It's been a while.

Reem: Yeah I know. You know how it is in university. Study! Study! Study! Especially with the final exams coming up soon!

7amdan: Yeah I understand. Thank god it's my last semester! Good luck in your exams.

Reem: I'll miss seeing you around the university. Good luck to you too.

7amdan: Yeah I'll be missing that too. Thanks.

Reem: Anytime… Listen 7amdan I'm so tired I have to go to bed now, ok?

7amdan: Yeah sure, I'll be going to bed too. Goodnight 7abeeebty. I love you.

Reem: Goodnight. I love you too.

I hung up and started to think about him for a while. It's weird how all this happened so fast.  I feel like I'm living in a dream! I fell asleep unexpectedly, and because of all those thoughts I dreamt about him. I bet you're all thinking that I enjoyed it since I'm deeply in love with him, but I wasn't satisfied with the dream at all! It was a bad dream about him; just about a nightmare! 7amdan and I aren't as close as we were as friends.

I dreamt that he was unfaithful to me…….

I woke up with mixed up expressions al l over my face, and I tried to ignore all the thoughts that were scrambled up in my mind, but I couldn’t help it. It was truly vexing me!

You might think that I'm going crazy, but trust me if you were in my place you'd start to wonder whether it's all true or not. I was hesitating; I didn’t know what to do. I called up two of my friends for advice, and joined them in a conference. I always ask them when I need advice with relationships.

Reem: Hala 7amdooh. Sh5barch? I missed you a lot! It's been a while since I've seen you around university.

7amda: I'm good wallah w I missed you more! Yeah I know. University sucks! I miss high school!

Reem: Yeah me too. Listen I'll add F6amy to the conversation.

7amda: Sure, I'll hold.

Fa6ma: Hala Reemooh. Keefoo?

Reem: B5air el7emdellah. W enty?

Fa6ma: I'm good.

Reem: Listen, I joined calls with 7amdooh, ok?

7amda: Hii F6amy

Fa6ma: Ahlaaaan! Sh5barch yal ga63aa?

7amda: B5air wallah. Enzain Reemooh what did you want to tell us?

Reem: I need your advice about something.

Fa6ma & 7amda: Go ahead!

Reem: So here's the thing….

I told them all the details about what I went through, and all the feelings that provoked me! I even told them how our relationship was so they'd understand how I felt; 7amdan & I started awkwardly, and aren't together at all times unlike other couples.

Reem: So what do you think I should do about it?

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